This morning I received a message from my friend, informed me that one of my church community’s members, her father had just passed away the night before, because of heart attack. Never emerged before, and not even a single sign of this illness.
Such things always made me thought…how life can never be predicted. Today someone born and tomorrow someone die. And it always left me with one question : Have I achieved the best in my life yet? How would it be in the end? Will I meet my Creator and proudly presented all things good that happened? or I will just stand up going numb and still not believe that….my moment have passed.
Back then about 20 years before all this blog stuff even cross our mind, I still remember I would quietly wrote down all of our emotions — dear diary, gue sebellll banget hari ini hik hik….. — ;D in a pink little book with a very full concentration. It’s never mend to be publish for everybody to read, it’s the most secret ever happened in our teenage life (sembunyiin di rak paling bawah en dikunci dengan double gembok…:D :D) Funny how things turned upside down nowadays….ckk ckk…
So, this blog is meant to remind me again how I love to write stuff back then, from everyday so-so life, love story poems, actress wannabe fantasy (i’m the so alike moon lee spionase), malory towers copycat script (remember the british abg stories?), and even a song lyrics, which back then we really have to play-stop-rewind cassette desk just to find 1 line of chorus….plus to improve my english that almost vanished (saking jarang dipakai, so dimaklumi aja :D)
But the main thing is to remind me to count every single things that happened in my life, as one of the witness that I keep growing, gettin better, wiser and stronger……and by gettin there it’s always not a one people journey, it’s always about with somebody else — even the worst one shape you like diamond indeed —
Then I hope when my time’s come, I know I did my part well, and peacefully walk to my Savior, and proudly listen He say : Well done My child, come and enjoy the feast with Me.
Hope to be the same with you.